Why must songs keep on making me think of her?

01:54-Sunday 20th December 2015

Now, let me fill you in on why I have written this post in the early morning. I was sleeping when she appeared in my dreams. 'she' is this one girl that I have been hung up on. You see I would have been all right if I had got a yes or no but what I got was "I'm not sure" and that's what keeps on making me hung up. So I was completely surprised when she appeared, I was so shocked that I woke up and I couldn't get back to sleep. so I put in my earphones and started to listen to music, I put on my 'My Mix' a playlist that I created when I feel like I need a good song session but, this time, some of the songs made me think of her 

Those songs were:

Go Your Own Way by Fleetwood Mac

Love Walked In by Thunder

I'd Do Anything For Love by Meatloaf

I'm Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley

Now sure all of these songs are about love, but I put them in the playlist because they were good songs not because of their meaning. But the words of the songs kept on making me think of her and for good reason:

Go Your Own Way By Fleetwood Mac

Loving you
Isn't the right thing to do
How can I ever change things
That I feel

If I could
Maybe I'd give you my world,
How can I
When you won't take it from me

These words are so true because I would give her my world if she'd take it from me.

Love Walked In By Thunder

So tired of waiting, I walked an empty land
I was looking for something to help me understand
But bad luck kept turning my dreams into sand

When I met her I felt something, and at that point in time I was troubled, the school threatening me with exclusion, home was hectic, but she made everything ok, but then my luck made my dream of her and me disappear.

I'd Do Anything For Love By Meatloft

And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and that's a fact
Now as cliche as this sounds it I would do anything for her, ad only time I have lied to her is when she asked me "Are you OK?". she said this to me when I next saw her after I had told her about my feelings. she apologized and hugged me,  don't what she was apologizing for but it felt nice o hug her. she looked at me and said "Are you ok?" and lied to her by saying "yeah" because I wasn't. she started to walk out, but I said to her "If I have a chance, would you let me know?" she just smiled and walked out. 

Never Gonna Give You Up By Rick Astley

You wouldn't get this from any other guy
I just wanna tell you how I'm feelin'
Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

She said that I was one of a kind and she said that I was like no one she knows. But I am never gonna give her up, never gonna give up my pursuit of her (as pervy as that sounds) I don;t mean that in a bad way.

Now that's all for now, sorry if I have creeped you out with this post, or made you really bored because of the longness and mundaneness of this post but this is what I felt like writing, and if the girl is reading, then know that I still have feelings for you.To finish off my friend once said this to me to cheer me up: 

If you have the chemistry, then the only other thing you need is timing and you have the chemistry 

But timing's a bitch