I feel like crap and I can't do anything about it!

22:55-Tuesday 16th February 2016

Hey Guys,
Like I said in the last post, in ONE day I had my half term taken away from me AND I got dumped! I am always the dumpee never the damn dumper! It makes no sense to me, the day before was valentines day and I had given her a gift before that as I knew that I wouldn't get the chance to see her on the day  ( It was a fake rose from Tesco's) and I sent her a heartfelt message on the day and for some reason the next day she dumps me. Here is how the conversation went down: (I am in bold)
Hi
Hey
Urm
is everything ok?
It's nothing
Ok but you know I am always here to listen
I know
Look I can't be your girlfriend anymore

And that was it, I asked 'was it because of me' and she said it had nothing to do with that and then she asks me to be her friend but nothing more. this breaks my heart as this was my first proper girlfriend because the ones from primary school don't really count and my girlfriend before that just stopped going to school for about 2 years ago and I haven't seen her since. It just pisses me off because I do no what happen o make her say that. Now I am down in the dumps, angry, sad, alone and just annoyed. I am actually starting to cry right now because I am just... I DON'T KNOW WHY. Why am I hung up over a girl that dumped me? It doesn't help she is still trying to talk to me like nothing happened!

Sorry for bringing this up, it's juts like I needed to get this out. It's not like anyone is going to read this because the last four posts have had ZERO views, is is four or is it five? Let me check
WAIT WHAT, the last post from today which was about GTLive had got NINE VIEWS! That is actually heartwarming, I thought the blog was done for because of the lack of views.
Anyway, as I was saying I needed to vent this thing as there is no one who can really help me. Sorry if I have weird you out, I just needed a vent.
Thanks for reading